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Wed, 28 Nov 2007 07:08:41 GMT

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Friday, July 27, 2007

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 13:39:41 GMT

Wow...I really need to update this more often...I've been more on lj, myspace, and facebook....I dont have time to do a real entry right now so I guess I'll do one later.
~Synie

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 18:57:34 GMT

TASTE OF CHAOS WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!! ^_^ I WILL POST UP PICKS SOON!!!!...I still have no fucking voice almost.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 06:14:53 GMT

Its not fucking right. He was at Hope's and miserable and I was finally fucking over him. He comes back here, and suddenly all the feelings come rushing back...its NOT fucking fair. Especially cause the small amount of feelings he had for me before dont even exist anymore. I can't blame him...if the feelings arent there, then they arent there, but god do I wish they were...I'd do ANYTHING for them to be there. *sigh* I HATE THIS!!!

"Sunrise, sunset will you wash away the rain? Sunrise, sunset, can you wash away the pain?"
"Don't be scared, we'll make it work, we're right on time, don't make things worse now I'm right there by your side."
"You can illustrate your life in romance, but I can show you something so much more then words, in my hands."
"I miss you!"
"Tonights the night, and its all we need to die romantic."
"With a hand now crushing hope."
"I won't forget those times we spent, cutting our silhouette, waking up nights again. I am afraid because I'm open and undone."
"I won't forget those things you said, a stab to the heart and head, killing without an end, I am afraid because I'm open and undone."
"So now your pictures worth a thousand words, you meant so much to me it hurts."
"You meant so much to make things worse."
"I was fine when we met, your reflection hides protected eyes of regret."
"Your sultry eyes, your common kiss, I'm in disguise, it's something I miss."

Better news...I'm going to Taste Of Chaos Friday...though..at this moment, I dont really care, thats how damn depressed I am

Monday, January 08, 2007

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 18:08:36 GMT

Today would have been our 1 month anniversery....-_- Oh well...sitting in some Computor Lab that blocks myspace so here I am on xanga.....I'm hanging with Lady Syn...she's fucking awesome....^_^ Anywayz...thats it for now....whoosh

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:43:29 GMT

Me and Peter are over....we couldnt even make it to one month....thats all I have to say about it right now...-_-

Friday, December 29, 2006

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 20:46:18 GMT

Wow...I couldnt even keep to the Seizing the Day thing for one day....my shyness amazes me sometimes...-_-

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:48:58 GMT

I've decided from now on, I'm going to Seize The Day...I dont give a fuck...I'm just gonna say what I feel....at least thats the plan...I'm hoping my shyness will go away and let me stick to that, but I doubt it...but at least I'm trying...though the Seizeing The Dayness is not gonna start till tomorrow cause its almost 4AM and I'm fucking tired....sooo..I'll update again tomorrow....

~Jess.

To all my Bowne friends: I'm gonna be in school for a little while today cause I have a meeting with teachers and such....

To Peter: I love you. ^_^

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:28:25 GMT

Elvis needs to learn to just shut the hell up....he's the reason we're doubting this...

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:16:26 GMT

I'm cold and close to crying...I know what I want...now its all up to him...

~Jess